Main 29 saal ka founder hoon Bangalore mein (SaaS startup). Last Wednesday afternoon around 3 PM, main Indiranagar ke ek premium men’s clothing store gaya. Mall almost empty tha. Andar sirf manager Neha thi — 28 saal ki, tall, fair Punjabi girl with thick curvy figure. Tight white formal shirt aur black pencil skirt mein wo bohot attractive lag rahi thi. Wo muskuraate hue aayi aur boli, “Sir aaj dono salesgirls leave pe hain, sirf main hoon. Kya dhoondh rahe ho?” Maine blazers try karne ko kaha. Wo mujhe upar trial room le gayi. Har blazer ke saath wo andar aati, adjust karti, haath shoulders aur chest pe rakhti. Distance kam hota ja raha tha. Uske touches linger karne lage. Navy blue blazer try karte waqt uski body mere se touch ho rahi thi aur wo khud enjoy kar rahi thi. Last beige blazer ke time maine poocha, “Honestly, which colour makes me look the hottest?” Usne curtain fully close kiya aur whisper kiya, “Aaj pura week sirf main hi hoon… aur is area ke cameras bhi kaam n...
I M 26 I WAS ALWAYS OF THAT MINDSET THAT I WILL NOT DATE OR GOT ATTACH TO ANY TEMPORARY PERSON IN MY LIFE. DUE TO LONELINESS I GOT INTO A RELATIONSHIP WITH MY EX WHEN I WAS 25. FOR THE FIRST TIME I REALLY LOVED AND CARED FOR SOMEONE. WE WERE GOOD TOGETHER AND IT LASTED FOR AN YEAR. HE WANTED TO MARRY ME BUT MY FAMILY NEVER LIKED HIM SO HE DECIDED TO BREAK UP WITH ME AND GOT ENGAGED TO A VILLAGE GIRL BTW I AM HIGHLY EDUCATED AND DOING A GOOD JOB BUT SOMETIMES I FEEL WHAT WAS WRONG WITH ME THAT HE LEFT ME WHY HE GAVE UP ON ME SO EARLY OR WAS HE USING ME.IF HE GENUINELY WANTED TO MARRY ME WE WOULD HAVE
TOGETHER FOUGHT WITH FAMILY FOR OUR LOVE, THERE ARE SO MANY THOUGHTS. IN LAST DAYS OF OUR RELATIONSHIP WE HAD A BIG FIGHT. I SAW TWO SIDES OF HIM ONE WAS SO GOOD AND THE OTHER ONE WAS LIKE I NEVER KNEW THIS PERSON. I FEEL WHAT IS LACKING IN ME THAT HE LEFT ME SO EASILY AND MOVED ON SO EASILY. HE SAID MANY TIMES FOR S**X BUT I USE TO DENY IT AS I AM OLD SCHOOL AND I WANT TO LOOSE MY V*RGINITY AFTER MARRIAGE. THOUGH WE MADE OUT 2 OR 3
TIMES AND I ALWAYS SAW HIS BEHAVIOUR GETS CHANGED AFTER WE DO IT. HE WAS THE FIRST GUY WHOM I KISSED HELD HANDS HUGGED AND DID MANY THINGS FIRST. HE ALWAYS MADE ME FEEL WORTHLESS THAT I M NOT ENOUGH, I M NOT GOOD AND WAS UNSUPPORTIVE. IT FEELS PATHETIC TO SEE HIM WITH SOMEONE ELSE AND THAT GIRL WILL GET EVERYTHING WHICH WAS MINE BEFORE. WORST THING IS HE WILL HAVE S**X WITH HER IT FEELS TERRIBLE TO IMAGINE HIM WITH SOMEONE ELSE.I M CONFUSED HOW TO MOVE ON.I DONT WANT TO GET MARRIED TO A WRONG GUY OR DATE A WRONG PERSON PLEASE HELP ME HOW TO OVERCOME THIS THOUGHTS
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